I used to play club and county chess regularly every season from autumn to spring, with a break at summer. It’s so long ago that I had forgotten what it was like, until I just came across this poem, written for my own pleasure and insight, and then hidden away in a filing cabinet for nearly 40 years.
As summer fades away, thoughts return
to pastimes of many a winter’s day.
Has enthusiasm been rekindled
by the long break away,
or will the waned passion of the spring
What magic makes this game so fair?
Pure thought concentrated on an inner world
safely enclosed in a wall of rules
An escape from reality?
Emotional excitement, the dread anticipation,
the tension of time trouble, the thrill of winning.
An outlet for passion?
The long drawn out playing for a team,
week after week, in League and Cup.
The belonging, the glory?
The pleasure of good moves, the unexpected sacrifice,
a well played realisation of advantage.
The horror of mistakes, the letdown of losing,
repetition of patterns in game after game.
A vehicle for self discovery?
The meeting of old anatagonists, the five minute game,
discussion of chess politics, analysis with friends.
The social side?
The long drawn-out struggle, as both players
take issue, advantage swinging from side to side.
The thrill of battle?
The tiredness, energy spent, stale moves, no ideas,
loss of excitement, no motivation in game after game.
The negative side?
Enough of this introspection.
A new season’s dawning.
Let’s leap forth again to the battle,
Renewed and invigorated. Insane?
Featured image is from the World Championship match Euwe-Alekhine, 1935, via Wikimedia Commons.